One More Dream…
The purpose of this post is an illustration of a strategy I
use to improve my sleep. I am currently
an old man and have had sleep problems since I was a toddler. I had night
terrors at an early age and still remember the hallucinations. I wrote about them in a previous
post. Night terrors as a kid generally predicts
sleep problems and risk for psychiatric difficulty as an adult. I also inherited
obstructive sleep apnea and that contributes to poor sleep quality. For most of
my career, I practiced in a high stress environment and with my personality
factors that also lead to significant sleep disruption in situations where
there was no clear solution to the problems I was trying to treat. A good
example would be catatonic patients who were not eating, drinking, or
responding to treatment. I would find myself laying in bed at night and
reviewing the current treatment plan and that person’s medical status –
sometimes for hours. Since retiring 2 years ago that type of nocturnal stress
is gone – but your life is never completely stress free.
When I do fall asleep – I generally like dreaming. I tend
to dream about medical centers and anxiety provoking situations. A common dream
is being in residency and realizing that I just stopped going to biochemistry
class as a first-year medical student. I never took the exams or confirmed
whether I got a grade or not. Instead, I find myself near the end of residency
and wondering if I am going to graduate.
I am not sure if there is a black mark against my name or not. At the
same time, I am engaged with many doctors – doing what we did in residency
training. I wake up somewhat anxious until I realize it is just a repetitive
dream. I am always amazed at the content of the dream in terms of the
architecture and landscape – all manufactured from incidental memory. None of
the institutions in my dreams exist in real life. The same is true of most of
the people in my dreams, but occasionally there is a friend, family member, or
celebrity.
I try to practice the lucid dreaming that I discovered in
childhood. If I am stressed or anxious in a dream, especially to the point of
bodily sensations like feeling flushed, like my heart is pounding, or shortness
of breath I try to wake myself up by rehearsing what to do ahead of time. Those bodily sensations can be associated
with strenuous activity in the dream like skating or biking – but not always. I have tried a lot of the relaxation and CBT
techniques for falling asleep but did not find them very effective. I also have
not used any medications for sleep. My
primary care MD gave me 3 zolpidem tablets once. They were moderately effective but he did not
prescribe any more. I take medication
that is toxic and has drug interactions so I did not try other options that
might affect cardiac conduction.
What I did come up with was a technique that I call “One
more dream.” Before I get into the
details – let me emphasize that this is not an instruction manual or guide for
people to use this technique. It has not
been shown to be effective in clinical trials and doubt it will ever be
studied. This is just a technique that I personally have found to be effective
and it is not medical advice for anyone else. And like everything on this blog I am not
promoting it to make money. The
discussion is strictly educational – nothing more.
Here is an outline of the basics beyond the typical sleep
hygiene measures:
1: Recall the somatic sensations just before you fall
asleep: These sensations vary widely from
person to person. In my case, I get a
feeling that I am sinking and I start to lose sensation in my arms and hands –
they start to feel very light. I am also aware of any stiffness in the chest
and abdominal wall. I will typically do
a few breathing exercises to get rid of that stiffness. I actively try to recall that sequence of
events and the actual feeling. I have
had several instances of general anesthesia in the past 5 years and recalling
that state can also be helpful.
2: Recreate 'sleep
reverie' transition state (usually just waiting for it is enough): Sleep reverie is the transitional state from
wakefulness to sleep. There is typically a period where conscious thoughts
start to run together. If you are good
at mental imagery – an image might start out with a person walking down a
stairway and change in an instant to a different person engaged in a different
activity. Noticing when this occurs is
typically associated with transitional images. It is also a sign that sleep is
rapidly approaching. Focusing on those
instances is helpful.
3: The conscious
goal is one more dream: I typically try
to focus on an image of something that I want to dream about but having that
dream is extremely rare. These images often dissolve in the sleep reverie
stage. It is also a time to rehearse endings to problematic dreams. A common
theme for me is strenuous physical activity. I am overexerting myself in a
dream and wake up to rapid heartbeat, palpitations, rapid breathing, and
sweating. If I can recognize that in a dream – my usual rehearsed ending is to
wake up and start over.
Those are the basic steps and the mile high view. They are
not completely original since there are elements of lucid dreaming and dream/imagery
rehearsal – both of which have been studied, tested and used clinically (1). In
clinical practice I have had good results advising people about sleep hygiene;
the pharmacology of caffeine, alcohol, and addictive drugs; whether their
dreams were interpretable; and how to stop unpleasant dreams or nightmares
using dream rehearsal. The decision to use these techniques generally depends
on the amount of autonomic arousal the person is experiencing. For example, people with high levels of
anxiety all day long who experience associated nightmares and nocturnal arousal
including panic attacks, rapid heartbeat, palpitations, sweating, and ongoing
sleep deprivation are much more likely to need pharmacotherapy in addition to
the above measures. Standard insomnia
therapies may be useful, but more specific therapy targeting heightened
adrenergic output is more likely to work, especially in the case of post traumatic
nightmares.
The biology of sleep transitions remains at the theoretical
stage at this point with several interesting classical and newer hypotheses
(2,3). While the hypotheses are
interesting and becoming more sophisticated it is also apparent that
pluralistic interventions are effective including the measures described in
this post. In other words, astute
clinicians have been able to design self-help, structured, and
psychotherapeutic interventions that can reduce or eliminate both primary and
trauma-based nightmares and improve sleep quality and general health. Like many other interventions in psychiatry - they work irrespective of whether a biological mechanism of action is known or not. They also do not depend on a prescribed medication or medical test. They are dependent on a skilled sleep assessment and training in these techniques.
George Dawson, MD, DFAPA
References:
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